i've just come to a devastating conclusion. i'm as bad as some of those i criticise. i'm as pathetic. i'm as fucked up. and it occured to me that i'm not as superb as i thought i was. and no, it's not humbling. like i said, it's devastating.
i need someone to help me sort things out. like a sort of co-pilot that drives my life with me. i just cant seem to grasp that being. or non-being, who knows? not fucking me thats for sure. i'm like an alien to my own life. viewing from the spyglass. what do i see?
i see me. crying and screaming inside. crying and screaming inside. crying and screaming inside. crying and screaming inside. crying and screaming inside. crying jans dsknf md...........
yeah.
pathetic.
i asked for it.
no one SHOULD help me.
and yet, i pray that someone will.
this is the defining moment in my life so far when i can truly say..
i hate myself.
...and mean it.
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Nobody's perfect. I feel the same way about myself too sometimes; I feel like such a hypocrite. But we can always try to improve and make ourselves better. =D Lynnie and I love you babe.
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