Friday, December 15, 2006

lailoco :)

mum flooded the bathroom today. Yup, you heard (read) me right. she left the tap on and it flooded her bathroom ankle length.



WOOT.




so this is the scene. mum and i (mum with a campbell's soup free gift cup, and me with a little pail) busily scooping up the water from the floor into the cup and pail respectively. and throwing the water either into the sink, or in the drainhole.


t'was quite funny. my back hurts a little tho.


watched project runway after that. and the conor clapman story (a bit of it) then watched a bit of desire: table for three. very the duhrama. much like jacq :) i love you.


THEN


came online. talked to jacq and thaddd. haha FRIMAY BOY. then jacq and i changed our myspace layouts. mine's prettier than the old one. jacq's is super dottyy.


then read blogs for a while. and now i'm blogging. and now i'm not.


lovies xx.

Monday, December 11, 2006

eeekano.

kaym caroling group sang at ikanoooo! on friday, saturday and sunday. was soooo cool! except for the saturday 2pm-3pm one la. that one was very VERY the sucky.




BECAUSE.



1. there were very few ppl.
2. like, seriously, only ONE bass.
3. the alto's mic was OMG ultra loud hence drowned the melody.
4. stupid sound ppl's fault, not the alto's fault.
5. bee conducted. (thats a bad thing because she's my only REAL soprano.)
6. rock sucked, was very VERY rushed.
7. silent night sucked.



There. 7 whole reasons. we got better tho. WAYYYY better.



BECAUSE.


1. shireen conducted. (meaning bee could sing with us!)
2. shireen conducted. (meaning rock wasnt so rushed!)
3. seong came. (meaning there was another bass)
4. jo+sheyna came. (meaning more girls voices)
5. we were more semangat-ed.
6. there was another caroling group cheering us on. (support!)
7. we were SO much more confident.



yay :)

Thursday, December 07, 2006

at peace.

so effing bored today. I NEED something better to do with my time. some company would be nice. sigh. SO BLOODY BORED. havent finished my xmas shopping yet. i wish i had a car and could drive. would solve most of my miseries. i can't wait till i can drive. wheeee.


i dont really know yet what xmas presents to give most people. i have a vague idea, but then when i go, i change my mind over and over. i want to give people the best gifts ever! making them personal and meaningful..i sometimes succeed..that's what i like to think. *smiles*


i especially would like to make gifts meaningful for those who mean most to me. family, friends like megan, jacq, sheyna, thad. it's always so nice to see faces light up when opening gifts. makes my day. it's just up to me to put smiles not only on their faces, but their hearts as well. thats the hard part!


magical time, christmas. walking around in malls during this magical season really livens me up. the carols playing, decorations everywhere, xmas spirit just oozing out of everyone. honestly, it's the most beautiful thing. i heart christmas.


and ohhhh the company we have during xmas! caroling and bonding and sharing the spirit. it makes my christmas, my christmas. and did i mention, we rock? cos yeah, we do. and we rock at putting smiles on people's faces, and our own. we rock at lifting fallen spirits, we rock at displaying what christmas is all about. we rock at loving the audience, and loving each other. we rock at entertaining. we just. plain. rock.


and i lovvvve it <3











what the shit.

Dear God,

Pulling a sort-of all nighter tonight. thinking about stuff, life and shit like that. feeling like i cannot be bothered anymore. not really for any apparent reason. emo-ness that i myself sometimes criticise in others seems to be showing itself in me. trying my best to surpress. doesnt feel exactly pleasant but hypocrisy just wont do. you made the human mind. it's funny what tricks the mind plays. it's so much more advanced than our actual being. in other words, so much more advanced than the heart. you made the heart too. the heart works in a different way, a way in which it allows comprehension. the mind, however, is far more brutal. i might sound like a total psychopath but no, i'm not mentally unstable thank you. maybe it's like this because i need to do something with my life? maybe make more of it? stop being such a useless bum sometimes and get off my ass and make a difference? come to think of it, thinking of the little changes i've made for the better does make me feel a little better. as they say, or You say, we all have a purpose. i just havent quite figured mine out yet. as a sort of prayer for some answers, i write this to you. show me please, in the most subtle and harmless way possible. what IS my purpose? please, dear god, answer me this.


before my mind reaches me before my heart.


Love,
Laila.

Monday, December 04, 2006

first post!

hola all,

i actually started this blog a long time ago but have been sitting on it for ages. then just now when i wanted to start posting already, i forgot my username and password. haha thats ALWAYS the case la. oh well, hopeless me. well it's now 1.59am on the 4th of december 2006. and i cant sleep. sigh. i cant kacau anyone cos that would be suicide. and thad has college tmrw so i dont wanna kacau him. so that leaves...no one. but my blog! i soon realised. i started reading blogs first when i first realised that i couldnt sleep..bee's blog, san's blog, belle's blog (hoping for pics!), steff's blog too. i like reading blogs. the real funny ones sometimes make me LOL big time. thats when u know you're at the top..when u make people LOL. so thats when i decided to blog..and had to change my password cos i couldnt remember it. blegh.

sooooo..today was a prrty fun day. went for mass in the morning, then went back to bsd to drop a.doris and family back home, then went to la bodega bsc for lunch with mum. loshini came along later and joined us. she's super fun. told us about her trip to sabah and all. then after a looooooooong lunch, mum and i went looking at xmas deco there. bought freddo chocs! (haha i know they're not the picture of xmas deco but hey, they're freddo.) freddo u know, the frog?


u do know, don't you?


oh sweet god...you HAVE to try them. cadbury milk chocs in the freddo frog shapes..they have them at bsc, they dont stock in msia so HURRY! so good. there are diff flavours too.

OK MOVING ON. we bought silver balls. xmas tree deco, i mean.

Silver balls, silver balls,
It's christmas time in the city...

yeah so, bought like..3 boxes. cos they were real cheap. OH BEFORE THAT, we went to this little stall selling accessories called Strands. they use semi-precious stones to make them. mum got xmas presents from there. lucky art thou who receives them. seriously. they are gorgeous.

yeah then after that came the silver balls ladeedahh..then we went home. and slept. zzzzZzzz. so nice. after like ONE HOUR (omg la who has a one hour nap how pathetic is that??!) i was awoken by mum cos a.jenny and all came. i was like mmmmmfgghhhh but yeah, i did eventually wake up.


cos she switched the air-cond off. diabolical.


so washed up, went downstairs and everyone was happily snacking on cheese and crackers. we have. A LOT. of cheese. in this household. mind you. so yeahh, we ate and ate. then they went home. oh yeah they bought mum a mini fridge for her bday. it goes UPSTAIRS. muahhaha. haha. ha. yeah. so you can imagine all the junk thats gonna be in there. my junk, i proudly announce.

after that watched tv, texted a while, watched more. texted more. jacq told me a little about the camp. and watched more. then went in to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep. again. zzzzZzzzz.


well, tried to. hence the insane blogging.